LOVE

Love ; Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, and trusting them not to.

If there's a chance for someone to destroy you then why would you take it ? I'm not sure if it's ever really been love or lust for me but whatever it was , the best feeling ever is in the beginning. Life is all about taking chances , I used to believe "if it feels good go for it" but things happened and my beliefs changed , I haven't forgave and I will never forget. Love will make you smile , love will make you cry , love will even make you laugh for no reason (to me thats the best part ). It's funny that I chose to blog about love when I'm not in it or plan to be in it for a while , Truth is I might even be scared of it ! If I'm ever in a situation where I feel like it's getting to deep I look for the worse , cause according to a friend of mines when you expect the worse you get the worse. Love is not a game and it's something serious and worth taking a shot at. I may have passed up so many good opportunities in the past but I have no regrets & whenever I decide to let love live here again I hope I make the right decision.

2nd Chances :) Chris Brown's MJ Tribute

The Best Tribute thus far ; but thats just my opinion. It's actually sad that in 09 no one accepted anything in grievance from Chris Brown , knowing that in fact this man was his idol . Even now that he gave his tribute it sucks that people are saying what Usher could have done better (which i totally disagree with) and how he didn't deserve to do this when in reality he is only human and everyone makes mistakes , big , little , small and tall so why shouldn't he be given a second chance and why would him and Usher even be in comparison like it's some sort of competition when it's really not even about that ? To me people are trying to find any excuse to not give Props for a grand performance. In reality it seems like the best thing they could have ever done was make him wait because it gave him time to prepare and come up with what i think was one of the most spectacular performances of all time.

I read another bloggg to see how other's felt about the whole performance and the "Chris & Rihanna" thing and I fell in love with the post below;

"Talking to that man in the mirror is a hard thing to do. Making that change is a hard thing to do. And so is moving on and changing when people refuse to believe you’ve changed, insist on tainting your future with your past. I’d have cried too, and so would you. What’s the point of changing and being better if everyone else is just going to see you as the guy who beat up Rihanna for the rest of your life? You talk semantics (a mistake is a poor choice that often has negative consequences and therefore beating up your girlfriend is a mistake…not an accident, but a mistake), but the only thing that matters is whether or not you believe people can change. If you do, then you judge him based on his present not on his past. If you don’t, start defining yourself by the worst thing you’ve ever done, because you’re still the same person as well."

I couldn't agree more with this person , but what do you think about the whole tribute or the situation , should situations or mistakes that happened in the past be something we use to judge a person for the rest of their lives ? What if this was you would you still feel like 2nd chances are so hard to be given ?

Spinelli from Recess the first Girl to Wear Ugg Boots

Now stop me if this isn't funny , Recently a friend of mines posted a tweet saying "idgaf what nobody says Spinelli the first girl who wore Uggs". Im like who in the heck is Spinelli and it dawned on me the girl from the cartoon "Recess" . Hahahaa you can't lie she has been wearing those boots since we we're kids and now we're rockin em. So from now own if i hear a girl say i was the first girl with Uggs , Im shutting her down like "Ummm no Spinelli was actually , tune in to Recess and see for yourself".

Beyonce Pregnant ? Huh ? What ?

I woke up from a nap today and logged on to my Twitter account and im seeing all these tweets about Beyonce being pregnant , My first thought was to go to my bestfriend (Google of course lol) . So i go to go Google and before i could even finish typing in Beyonce , "Beyonce Pregnant" pops up , right up my alley . Now one site i get gossip from and most of the time it turns out true is www.mediatakeout.com and #POW here it is:


" March 25, 2010. It's been a long time waiting . . . but now it's finally happened. MediaTakeOut.com just learned from a ROCK SOLID source that legendary singer Beyonce and her hip hop mogul husband Jay Z are expecting their first child together. According to our source Beyonce is doing fine and resting (for now), but she's expected to continue working throughout her pregnancy. And we're also told that Jay Z is EXTREMELY happy to be having his first child with Bey."

Okay now when i first found out my first thought was , This is some bullshit and i pray to god its not true cuz Jay-Z is hideous and apples don't fall to far from the tree but thats so selfish and now if its true i wish them the best of luck , they deserve it , they're a happily married couple even if Jay-z is the devil but thats beside the point lol .

"I don't give a finger in the middle"
-Lil Wayne



Whats my point right ? I've never met such a care free person. This is one person I know who doesn't give a flyin F@%# about anything . When Weezy spit that bar he was thinking like Eric. My friend , at least i think he's my friend lol. I know you guys wanna know more about this Trey Songz look alike but i don't even kno where to begin and if i did begin i wouldnt have enough room to finish but maybe i'll come back and edit this post and maybe i won't. But if your so impatient that you dont want to wait and see just follow him on twitter im sure he'll give you all the info you need. www.twitter.com/JustNassst

My New Friend

He cooks , He balls , He likes good music , He thinks Blasian babies are adorable, He was a such a Cutie Pie in Headstart , he types 77 WPH , He's coolBeanz , oh yea He's David my new friend !

Lover & a Fighter

I'm a lover . I'm a fighter . To be a lover you have to be a fighter right ? After all we do fight for the things we love ! It's 2;45 am March 4 and my fight is over . It's funny when you fought so hard only to realize this wasn't what you really wanted . Maybe its apart of the lust game something I'm sure we've all been through before.Today i realized a lot of things i never noticed before, For the first time in years i don't feel the way i feel about the person i thought i was in love with . I notice that when i said you changed I was wrong , it wasn't you that changed it was me , i needed to move on. I realize that me thinking i was heartbroken was nothing but a state of mind , something has really come over me and i feel like i can really say I'm over it.It's crazy because normally every time i write about him i cry but right now i don't feel the need to , i feel free again , free to love , free to like just free to do the things my bitter self wouldn't allow me to do. So i have given up this fight and i have you to thank for it . :) Wht i thought was a broken heart is now mended !!! =D