Thursday, March 4, 2010

Lover & a Fighter

I'm a lover . I'm a fighter . To be a lover you have to be a fighter right ? After all we do fight for the things we love ! It's 2;45 am March 4 and my fight is over . It's funny when you fought so hard only to realize this wasn't what you really wanted . Maybe its apart of the lust game something I'm sure we've all been through before.Today i realized a lot of things i never noticed before, For the first time in years i don't feel the way i feel about the person i thought i was in love with . I notice that when i said you changed I was wrong , it wasn't you that changed it was me , i needed to move on. I realize that me thinking i was heartbroken was nothing but a state of mind , something has really come over me and i feel like i can really say I'm over it.It's crazy because normally every time i write about him i cry but right now i don't feel the need to , i feel free again , free to love , free to like just free to do the things my bitter self wouldn't allow me to do. So i have given up this fight and i have you to thank for it . :) Wht i thought was a broken heart is now mended !!! =D

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