LOVE

Love ; Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, and trusting them not to.

If there's a chance for someone to destroy you then why would you take it ? I'm not sure if it's ever really been love or lust for me but whatever it was , the best feeling ever is in the beginning. Life is all about taking chances , I used to believe "if it feels good go for it" but things happened and my beliefs changed , I haven't forgave and I will never forget. Love will make you smile , love will make you cry , love will even make you laugh for no reason (to me thats the best part ). It's funny that I chose to blog about love when I'm not in it or plan to be in it for a while , Truth is I might even be scared of it ! If I'm ever in a situation where I feel like it's getting to deep I look for the worse , cause according to a friend of mines when you expect the worse you get the worse. Love is not a game and it's something serious and worth taking a shot at. I may have passed up so many good opportunities in the past but I have no regrets & whenever I decide to let love live here again I hope I make the right decision.

2nd Chances :) Chris Brown's MJ Tribute

The Best Tribute thus far ; but thats just my opinion. It's actually sad that in 09 no one accepted anything in grievance from Chris Brown , knowing that in fact this man was his idol . Even now that he gave his tribute it sucks that people are saying what Usher could have done better (which i totally disagree with) and how he didn't deserve to do this when in reality he is only human and everyone makes mistakes , big , little , small and tall so why shouldn't he be given a second chance and why would him and Usher even be in comparison like it's some sort of competition when it's really not even about that ? To me people are trying to find any excuse to not give Props for a grand performance. In reality it seems like the best thing they could have ever done was make him wait because it gave him time to prepare and come up with what i think was one of the most spectacular performances of all time.

I read another bloggg to see how other's felt about the whole performance and the "Chris & Rihanna" thing and I fell in love with the post below;

"Talking to that man in the mirror is a hard thing to do. Making that change is a hard thing to do. And so is moving on and changing when people refuse to believe you’ve changed, insist on tainting your future with your past. I’d have cried too, and so would you. What’s the point of changing and being better if everyone else is just going to see you as the guy who beat up Rihanna for the rest of your life? You talk semantics (a mistake is a poor choice that often has negative consequences and therefore beating up your girlfriend is a mistake…not an accident, but a mistake), but the only thing that matters is whether or not you believe people can change. If you do, then you judge him based on his present not on his past. If you don’t, start defining yourself by the worst thing you’ve ever done, because you’re still the same person as well."

I couldn't agree more with this person , but what do you think about the whole tribute or the situation , should situations or mistakes that happened in the past be something we use to judge a person for the rest of their lives ? What if this was you would you still feel like 2nd chances are so hard to be given ?

Spinelli from Recess the first Girl to Wear Ugg Boots

Now stop me if this isn't funny , Recently a friend of mines posted a tweet saying "idgaf what nobody says Spinelli the first girl who wore Uggs". Im like who in the heck is Spinelli and it dawned on me the girl from the cartoon "Recess" . Hahahaa you can't lie she has been wearing those boots since we we're kids and now we're rockin em. So from now own if i hear a girl say i was the first girl with Uggs , Im shutting her down like "Ummm no Spinelli was actually , tune in to Recess and see for yourself".

Beyonce Pregnant ? Huh ? What ?

I woke up from a nap today and logged on to my Twitter account and im seeing all these tweets about Beyonce being pregnant , My first thought was to go to my bestfriend (Google of course lol) . So i go to go Google and before i could even finish typing in Beyonce , "Beyonce Pregnant" pops up , right up my alley . Now one site i get gossip from and most of the time it turns out true is www.mediatakeout.com and #POW here it is:


" March 25, 2010. It's been a long time waiting . . . but now it's finally happened. MediaTakeOut.com just learned from a ROCK SOLID source that legendary singer Beyonce and her hip hop mogul husband Jay Z are expecting their first child together. According to our source Beyonce is doing fine and resting (for now), but she's expected to continue working throughout her pregnancy. And we're also told that Jay Z is EXTREMELY happy to be having his first child with Bey."

Okay now when i first found out my first thought was , This is some bullshit and i pray to god its not true cuz Jay-Z is hideous and apples don't fall to far from the tree but thats so selfish and now if its true i wish them the best of luck , they deserve it , they're a happily married couple even if Jay-z is the devil but thats beside the point lol .

"I don't give a finger in the middle"
-Lil Wayne



Whats my point right ? I've never met such a care free person. This is one person I know who doesn't give a flyin F@%# about anything . When Weezy spit that bar he was thinking like Eric. My friend , at least i think he's my friend lol. I know you guys wanna know more about this Trey Songz look alike but i don't even kno where to begin and if i did begin i wouldnt have enough room to finish but maybe i'll come back and edit this post and maybe i won't. But if your so impatient that you dont want to wait and see just follow him on twitter im sure he'll give you all the info you need. www.twitter.com/JustNassst

My New Friend

He cooks , He balls , He likes good music , He thinks Blasian babies are adorable, He was a such a Cutie Pie in Headstart , he types 77 WPH , He's coolBeanz , oh yea He's David my new friend !

Lover & a Fighter

I'm a lover . I'm a fighter . To be a lover you have to be a fighter right ? After all we do fight for the things we love ! It's 2;45 am March 4 and my fight is over . It's funny when you fought so hard only to realize this wasn't what you really wanted . Maybe its apart of the lust game something I'm sure we've all been through before.Today i realized a lot of things i never noticed before, For the first time in years i don't feel the way i feel about the person i thought i was in love with . I notice that when i said you changed I was wrong , it wasn't you that changed it was me , i needed to move on. I realize that me thinking i was heartbroken was nothing but a state of mind , something has really come over me and i feel like i can really say I'm over it.It's crazy because normally every time i write about him i cry but right now i don't feel the need to , i feel free again , free to love , free to like just free to do the things my bitter self wouldn't allow me to do. So i have given up this fight and i have you to thank for it . :) Wht i thought was a broken heart is now mended !!! =D

My African Boy :)

As you all know I've wanted to adopt forever and my first wish was to go to China and get a baby girl , well now I wanna add to our family so now Im hittin up Africa and scoopin up Landon Rory Hester , and im gonna love my chocolate drop unconditionally :)

Social Networks Ruined MY LIFE !!!

Where do I begin , First it was BlackPlanet , Remember that ? Then it was Myspace , then Aim , Now Its Twitter , FaceBook , Skype , ooVoo , Formspring , Blogspott & plenty of others . Sad to say Im a part of every last Social Network I just named . It has gotten so baddd that I forget to eat some days , I don't want to leave my house and when i do i have to take my Computer and of course my cell to stay in tune with these Networks , not to mention Im now going to school online Part-Time , what am I becoming ? Solutions anyone ? I NEED HELP FAST .!!!!

Smash Into You , Beyonce

So I spent practically my entire day listening to this song on Repeat, I'm not in love or anything but I love this song its so beautiful it makes me wanna cry literally and no other song makes me cry besides "Musiq Soulchild - Don't Change" so big ups to Beyonce guys :)

My Top 25 Everyday PlayList

1. Panty Droppa (Interlude)- Trey Songz

2. Neighbor's Know My Name

3. Beef Stew- Nicki Minaj

4. The Girl Got Hot - Weezer

5. Blitzkrieg Bop - The Ramones

6. One Love - Trey Songz

7. Please Don't Stop- Keyshia Cole

8. Everything - FeFe Dobson

9. Fallin For You'-Colbie Callait

10. Sing Like Me - Chris Brown

11. IceCream - Lil Wayne

12. Shakin it for Daddy - Robin Thick ft Nicki Minaj

13. Come & Talk to Me - freePccccc

14. Nothing Else I can Say (EhEh) -Lady Gaga

15. Still Standing - Monica

16. Understanding- Xscape

17. Poke Her Face - Lil Wayne ft. Lady Gaga

18. Weak - SWV

19. Feelings Show - Colbie Callait

20. Say It Ain't So - Weezer

21. Don't Change - Musiq Soulchild

22. Taxi - Monica

23. She Ain't My Girl - Trey Songz ft Sammie

24. Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

25. Body Language - Jesse McCartney

30 Things to do Before Im 30

Note ; The Things that are BOLD have already been done :)

1. Visit all 50 States

2. Drink until I have a hangover

3. Kiss in the rain

4. Ride a RollerCoaster

5. Sleep under the stars

6. Have a Food fight

7. Donate a waddd of money to Charity

8. Fall in Love

9. Dance like a fool & don't care who's watching

10. Take a Road-Trip (In a Sunshine Van with cutoffs no shoes and classic CocaCola's)

11. Rock Climb

12. Go Sky-Diving

13. Break a Heart :)

14. Get Heart-Broken

15. Karaoke

16. Go on a date to the Drive-In Movie theater ;D

17. Crash a Party

18. Get a Tattoo

19. Get flowers for no reason (06-03-10)

20. Record music

21. Buy a house

22. Adopt Raigan or Landen

23. Sing loudly in a car and don't care if people see

24. Ride a Horse

25. Shave my Hair

26. Save a Life

27. Hug a Tree (I was about 12 , Don't judge me)

28. Follow a Band on tour :)

29. Skinny Dip

30. Read the Entire Bible

Chic

I typed in Chic on Google & these are 2 pics i thought were pretty cool :)

A a randomly cute pic of 2 Chics & an old Band named Chic

Go type in your name and see what you get i hope yours is as cool as mines !!

The Band Behind Lyrics ; The Killers

The song "Human" by the Killers is really a deep song. A lot of times i hear an alternative rock song and i sing the words and realize they make little to no sense at all. but this song is sooooo different for me. When i first heard the part "Are we human ? Or are we dancers ? " I'm like wtf . The more I listened the more i understood . It's kind of hard to explain but to me its basically comparing human life to dancing. For example in dancing we are taught different styles , moves and techniques and later we perform what we are taught or what we observe which is the same thing we do as humans because in order to live life we must watch learn and do. Am i right ?

Smoking Chicks

This picture speaks for itself lol. It's so funny to me. I don't knock anybody about anything they do but SMOKING is something i don't do. Ive tried it , didn't like it END of story ! Say No to Drugs, Im kidding do what you want ! (Note: I've never tried a cig lol)

Naked butt NOT Revealing

"The Body is meant to be seen , Not all covered up"

-Marilyn Monroe

This is a quote i really love. A lot of people have a problem with this picture I posted , but this is one of my favorites. When i took this picture my intentions weren't to please anybody but myself. I took it because its what i wanted to do. Believe it or not i started off fully dressed but i realized how comfortable i was with myself & my body and i wanted to go nude. So here i am naked , happy and sexy :) . If you got it flaunt it because everyone who has a problem is probably mad cuz they can't do the same ;D.

A Letter 2 My 1st Loveee

To whom it may concern ;

"I HATE YOU" is what i would say in front of people but you and I both know that there is no truth in that sentence. I wish that there could really be a point in time where i could say I don't love you and actually mean it . I'm really starting to think its impossible tho cause I'm too stuck in love with the person you used to be. I sit at home alone thinking about the stranger you are now and it really hurts to know that it'll never be the same. You were really the first guy i ever said i love you too and the first guy i ever boohoo cried too probably sounding stupid but i didn't even care. haha A lot of times i find myself blaming myself for how we turned out and sometimes i blame you. It's funny that while i write this letter i don't know whether to laugh or cry because of all the memories I have and the laughing you probably don't remember and the crying you may have never known about. It's really crazy how you came and stole my heart and managed to move on and I'm stuck , never even giving any other guy a chance cause every time i try and get my feelings involved i find myself comparing them to you and being scared that you'll find out and be disappointed for what reason idk lol , and its really not fair . I could go on and on for hours but i wont , cuz i feel like i've already said to much . I don't really kno how to end it so i;ll just say PEACE LOVE BOOZE & BUDDS lol , I'll always have love for you no matter what :)

The Coldest Winter Ever

Sooooooo , this is where it all began. The Coldest Winter Ever , the first Adult/Urban fiction book I've ever read. I remember being in thee 6th grade stealing this book from my older cousin. Haha , Ever had a book that you couldn't sit down for nothing in the world, a book you took to the restroom, dinner table , bed , playground , friends house etc. ? Well that was this book for me. I finished it in a day i kid you not , and after i finished i read it again , again and a few more again's it was like watching a movie. Soon after that i developed an obsession with books similar to it from authors like Noire , Chunichi , Ashley JoAquavis , Nikki Turner , Eric Jerome Dickey and i tried to get into Zane but that woman is to freaky for me. But anyway , i will never forget the book that introduced me to one of my many addictions and i am praying that they make a movie.

Chloe Nicole :)

One day when I am between the ages of 25-30 I will take a visit to China and adopt a beautiful baby girl. Her name will be Chloe Nicole & we will live happily ever after .

THE END

The Reason Why iBloggg

Anyone who knows me has to know one of my good friends "Miesha Marie Broussard" also known in the twitter world as @Shes_Mie , wherever I am she's not to far away and Vi's versa. I've known her since middle school going on to high school , though we lost in touch we've now reconnected and now our Bond is tighter than it has ever been , she introduced me to Hookah, HOOCHiES & McChickens with cheese , I love her like a sister and the Moral of the story is she is the reason iBloggg . So to all my follower you can thank my friend without her there would be No iChicaBloggg !